I’m having one of those days where everything should be ok. Everyone treats u the same as usual. We even have something fun stuff planned. But today, I’m just not feeling up to life. Even the smallest criticism or remark makes me feel like something is wrong with me and feel insecure about whether those around me secretly hate me. I feel like I just want to sleep and not wake up for a long time. No one did anything cruel to me. I just have a sense of being unwanted, unneeded, and all together useless in life, like nothing really matters. Sometimes this day doesn’t end; it just goes on.